fat failures

21, sydney
fat and a failure
ED for 6 years
GW: 45kg (99lbs)

Never believe an eating-disordered person who says she hates food. It’s a lie. Denied food, your body and brain will begin to obsess about it. It’s the survival instinct, a constant reminder to eat, one that you try harder and harder to ignore, though you never can. Instead of eating, you simply think about food all the time. You dream about it, you stare at it, but you do not eat it.

—Marya Hornbacher (via wary-eye)

(via hookedtohospitalmachines)